FTR
I haven’t gone on some crazy rant like this for a while, but I have been irked. Therefore, I must rant.
It pisses me off when people who are your acquaintances or friends or whatever make such an effort to be rude, or a douche bag, or be so unnecessarily unpleasant. It makes me want to kick myself (and that person in the face) for wasting my time either a) getting to know them, or b) meeting them in the first place.
And what makes it even worse is when you haven’t done any kind of thing to deserve such treatment. They just do it for whatever reason they have. Whatever their reason is, is beyond me. And for the most part, I wouldn’t care, except for the fact that you have at one point or another wasted my life. And that is something I care about. Because their life may be totally pointless to the point where they can waste it being a nasty, douche of a person. But I have better things to do, better people to meet.
And then that just makes me think about how absolutely horrid people are in general. People like that just make me lose hope in all others. With so many people proving me right, it’s not exactly the easiest thing to do to convince myself to keep faith in people.
Some Almost all people are such pricks.
Sometimes I feel the need to just cut myself off from the world. To be alone (with the exception of one or two people) and not concern myself with such petty things. I don’t even have to be cut off from people to do that. But when these people push their way into your life, to purposefully make themselves my problem, that’s when the serious urge to get away kicks in.
No, you know what? Everything seriously just pisses me off. My mom thinks I have become too sensitive. But in all reality, it’s not that I haven’t become too sensitive. It’s that I have stopped trying to be optimistic for the sake of people. I just see people for how they are. People are greedy, manipulative, immature, nosy, irrational, and all around wretched. I can hardly stand it.
Which brings me back to the whole, I need to cut myself from the world. It seems like the only possible way to get away from all the insanity.
